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Just found out I don't get my money that I won for like another 3 weeks :( sad sad sad

My Weekend

So my weekend was pretty crappy my mom was a total witch all weekend and all we did was sit at home the whole time. Except for going to church which was pretty boring... so ya the highlight of my weekend was coming to school which sucks!!!

Fishin hole

Awww.... I wanted to go to the fishin hole but i didn't get to how sad oh well atleast i won $55 yesteray during Deal or No Deal!!! :)

ummmmm.....

wow i don't really have anything to write today so hi to whoever's reading this.... :)

Valentines Day

Wow so Valentines Day has been amazing... I got some chocolate and a Dozen Roses from my ex girlfriend and a bouque of suckers from her to . Then I came to school and got another rose. So ya Valentines Day has been pretty much amazing!!! :)

School

Wow School Sucks!!! I hope we get out the rest of the week but then I would have to be home all week so either way I don't win. :( People at school are so ignorant they think they can just say whatever they want without anyone getting hurt, well they might not get the hurt but the person there saying it to does, sometimes even people you "THINK" is your bestfriend says something, and the teachers don't do anything about it. Isn't that what there here for is to help the students well our school isn't very good at it. Some of the teachers even say stuff with the students, and thats wrong. I guess maybe thats just my thought but honestly I think everyone should be thinking that to and maybe try to do something about it to stop the "school bullying."  But honestly I don't think they ever will because unless its happening to there kid they don't care and most the teachers here there kids are the ones doing the bullying.

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I don't really know what to blog about kinda bored I guess... hmmmmm.. I wish they wouldn't have blocked facebook! Well thats pretty much it... I hope it snows this weekend.... or just rains alot. Well I'm bored!!!

Perfect

Listening to this song by Pink called ****** Perfect its so amazing and totally true, not everyones perfect as much as we want to be and it sucks with all the people who think they are because there skinny and pretty and have the perfect boyfriends and for everyone else who's not life sucks, and if someone's made one mistake in life its held against them forever or if were different for any reason wheter there black white skinny fat heterosexual or homosexual if there not like the "popular" girls or guys there not right. Even some of the adults treat you differently and there supposed to be the "role models." So it makes people especially teens feel horrible and causes them to be suicidal and sometimes even go through with it, or makes people cut or burn themselves or do drugs, and the some people think that people are stupid for it but they don't realize why people do it most of the time they feel like they have to to get rid of the stuff the people that think there stupid for doing it put them through everyday. So many people are misunderstood or some people don't even try to understand at all.    

Snow

Yay its snowing outside wish we could go home I have a MAJOR headache and i''m still upset about everything... but anyway I love the snow I love thunderstorms more though :) they make me feel really good and the snow is just really cold its kinda pretty though... anyway i'm really tired... of everything plus I just really need a nap!!!

Life Sucks

So life pretty much sucks right now... I'm sick and I just found out my best friend is moving and he's the only person who is ever really there for me in everything i'm going through and he's the only person that knows exactually what i'm going through and me and my parents are fighting again so life sucks and is the worst thing ever!!!!!!! Also we are getting out of school early today and tommorow is my best friends last day so i want to spend as much time as possible with him and now i can't so instead I get to go home a dn spend the rest of my day with my crappy parents..... ugh...... :( :( :( :( :( :(